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Hello Fellow Bloggers...Anyone who knows me can tell you I'm quite the shutterbug. I love my digital camera Chris and Lucky got me for Mother's Day so much I use it every chance I get. My downfall is I never take the time to put them on the net. So, I am going to do my best to get them onto one of my many hosting sites by doing at least three files a night before bed. Now, getting them onto my blogs or other sites is another story.
Hey, I'm doing my best...
Morning all,
Didn't know I left did ya? Just one of the perks of doing this on notebook before I transfer to my many blogs, journals and so on.
It's cool this morn, got up, watched some shows on the DVR then retreated to my room for morning exercises. Turned on the TV, news on every channel I flip through telling me yup, life still sucks out there....fires, floods, missing Mom's and dead babies.
People wonder why I stay in here...it's safe...it's serene...most days.
Ah, Alan Jackson....he is soothing....
On to life.

The Offending GF.

Grrr.Here we go again, After the night before last, my daughter puts herself in a risky position around one of her friends psycho boyfriends, she does the same with an ex of her friends last night.
This gf of hers has been bad news since the beginning years ago when I found out that the girls mother left my daughter alone at their house in bum fucked Egypt with a bunch of other kids, the oldest might have been 14.
Drama strikes back when the kids Mother's boyfriend (ex?) shows up with a gun when my kid was there. Ok, that is bullshit. She was banned from ever going back there.
Then, her gf moves in with her father who is a stricter, family oriented man, remarried, and my kid starts going over there. Things were good for a bit then she forgot checking in, things really began to unravel when her gf got her license.
Now I feel we are back to where we started. She never remembers to call me when she gets to her gf's Dad's which last night, I had a feeling she really wasn't going there and I found out this morning she didn't. They ended up staying right behind us at that guys house.
At first she said she was at this girl house then the guys name slipped. She swears she didn't say the first name but I'm not even going to tough that one.
All I know is any time she goes with this girl, there is a hassle, and I end up all night awaiting a phone call that never comes, the gf of my daughter won't answer her cell or returns my call thus showing what I knew already, she has NO respect for me or the authority I have over my daughter or my health as she lets me get upset as I do.
To top it off, my daughter ends up with an attitude from hell the next day...enough said.
I nipped it in the bud...NO MORE GOING OUT WITH that gf.
I am sick of my daughter being an excuse for her to meet these guys and carry on with her drama. Further more, I have had my fill of her psycho bf's or X's as the case may be and the probable endangerment my daughter willingly puts herself in because she cares for this gf.
If she can get the car to run around all over town and stay at these guys houses, then she can use it to stay here where I know my kid isn't getting into trouble or put into any more potential dangerous position.
Enough said because ...
MOMMA HAS HAD ENOUGH!

I always have put myself on trial, come to think of it.

Daily Horoscope by Astrology.com
Tuesday July 17, 2007
Scorpio
Stop putting yourself on trial. Usually your best is more than enough. If something else needs to work in this particular situation, think of it as a learning experience, not a judgment. Figure out a fix, then move on.

Silly Faces

Ben's left laughing all night over his giggle box girlfriend.

She is a character!

A.J Styles has Chris in stitches.

Ben laughing over Lucky's antics.

Lucky snorts when she laughs!

Micky had to play too!

Catching up.

Another day begins as I sit in the grey hours of pre-dawn. I wasn't feeling well last night.I was so tired but couldn't sleep. As fate would have it all I wanted to do was sleep today.
I'm still ran down with next to nil in energy at points. I really hope that these meds for my thyroid kick in. I need to get new labs in three months.
We have the Road to victory PPV for TNA tonight. Oriental for dinner. I think the crowd will be light tonight. Liz is in the hospital :( and Jeremy hasn't confirmed. Don't know whose bringing Randy.
Tummy grumbles, lunch must be wrestled down soon.
Talked to my Mom this morning. She called in reference to an email I sent over their silence and our confusion over it. It was no doubt bothering me and really getting under Lucky's skin. We were under the impression they had cell phones. Well, they were turned in two years ago because where they lived received no service. Anyway, they are going to get the Internet phone like we want and then will call more. That lets some pressure off me I tell you.
I'm glad I took to writing my journal on the notepad because as I write this the Internet is cutting on and off.
My legs are running the gambit. As the weather changes so do they. I'm talking from the swelling to the dry skin and the ulcers that try to plague me. Falling asleep in my chair doesn't help because i don't recline in it, I use a foot rest. I know, I'm weird but I have anxiety over the weirdest shit.
Sis and Dusty call me allot. Dusty's bride to be is about to give birth any day now. Her contractions go from hours to minutes and she will be induced tomorrow if she doesn't have the baby by then. It's gonna be her first baby, I think Dusty's fourth.
Kevin calls at least once a month. He's moved twice since we have been speaking again.
John pulled up stakes, skipped town over child support and alimony I am told. I haven't talked to him in months. I had wished better out of him.
I still haven't spoken to Quintin whose moved back to Kentucky to be with his girlfriend.
Lucky is well and still with Ben. In love and giddy when he is around. In love and driving me insane when he isn't. She's staying out of trouble and that is what counts. Can't believe she is a senior. Chris and I are getting ready to have her senior pictures done. She's wanting to get them done professional...so be it. i wanted to take them outside and with my new digital but you know how it goes with teens.
Mickey is here for the weekend and he is adorable. There was no troubles and he's been a really good boy. I've taken several pics and I know I need to get my new pics online cause I have tons but when i have time it seems the net is down. Anyway...
Oh my Darkness! I love my game! It's awesome! Been playing a little by little but I am so enamored with it. The darklings talk to me and it's so funny.
ACK! This damn net is still down and I want to do stuff.....I suppose I should read..
Chris rules...he fixed my net.
Oh, WOW is taking over the world.
Pierce is on vacation.
Going to post this now...