Medicated....yup, that's me.
So any ways...last nights festivities were cancled as well as my Doc and Shrink appt. due to snow....and there was a hella lot of it.
Lucky's plans with her fella fell through as well so we all had pizza and watched some tv and tonight Chris and I plan on going out for dinner and a movie tomorrow with his brother. Lucky is going over by her boyfriends for the night.
Wow, I have to say, all the times I spend feeling alone and less then were changed this past week. I have had gifts as well as good times showered on me and I am thankful for it cause I'm pretty sick and I couldn't take the depression right now.
Thanks Chris, Sis, Pierce, Lucky and Liz! Everything you have done or said was really appreciated. I was feeling pretty shitty for awhile and you guys cheered me up.
I'm watching BATMAN. Love that man in that big black cape!
well, I thought I had alot to say...guess I don't.
Been poking around with Crow kissing peeps for the valentine event on gaia and just seeing some of the shit that goes on makes me love my guild all the more. I really wish we could do the gaia events inside our guilds.
I just used the scissors to shave off the dead skin on my hands. it was quite effective and not as itchy.
Last night I fucking cut my left foot pretty deep on the top. Damn itching in my sleep. There is blood on my sheet and on my right foot from where I had itched. Grrrr. Hurts less then I thought It would. Pisses me off though cause they are close to healing. Been wearing support hose and using the leg pump the Doc gave me so they are looking better.
Last night after I woke from my evening nap I caught a attitude. I am rather anxious now as well. I hate when I get this way. Most of the time it is because Lucky and I get in some sort of whatever you want to call it. She just gets so grumpy and hard to deal with.
ACK! I got stuck watching another fucking America's Next Top Model! DAMN THIS FUCKING OCD!
So...at three I get my PHONE that is through the CABLE!!!!! I am so fucking happy about that. I can call Pierce, Sis, Daddy........(Thank you Chris!)
Wonder where my Sis is??
Ack, Hyper, Tired...What to do....
I LOVE MY WEBKINZ!
I am going to have a big ass steak tonight at Applebee's. Rare....some sauteed onions...some ba ja boats! YUMMMMMY!
Ok, I am bored with this.
Holla Yall!
Mistress Crow Darkstride
My Dark Queen
The Critter Crusader Strikes Agian
Friday, February 15, 2008
Saturday, February 9, 2008
My Daughter Wrote this Autobiography Paper for school.
My Daughter Wrote this Autobiography Paper for school. It touched my heart so I wanted to share it with you.
This is a challenge that i struggled to over come, and a few things I am about to tell you I have done to over come it. But I wasn't alone in this challenge, my Mom always stood by my side helping me through this task.
When I was six years old, I was in a terrible car accident. While I was in the hospital, I missed out on a lot of things in school mainly reading and I had to work to catch up. So for the past eighteen years, I have struggled everyday with trying to learn how to read. For instance the word DOES It'd mix up the E and S. Even though I had that problem everyday, I would read and write different things to improve at reading and writing, and everyday I would get better, but I would still be behind the rest of my classmates. So even though I thought I was doing good, reading with the class was still hard and it showed when the test scores came back. That would always get me down in the dumps. I felt slower then the rest of the students, I felt well, just plain dumb. Even if all that maybe true, I still didn't stop reading. Over time, I read Edgar Allen Poe, my Mom would read it to me and then I would want to read some. I may not have understood every thing that was going on in the book, but my Mom would explain it to me. The reading was difficult but I still kept at it and the more I read the faster I got. Then, the words became clearer and when I read in front of the class, it was like the chip I had on my shoulder finally left. It was a great feeling because I didn't stumble, and I didn't try to mumble the words just to get by to the next one. Over coming this challenge has made me a better person today because it lets me know that I wasn't dumb. And if I work hard enough I can go through any obstacle.
Stupidity is a talent for misconception....Edger Allen Poe.
This is a challenge that i struggled to over come, and a few things I am about to tell you I have done to over come it. But I wasn't alone in this challenge, my Mom always stood by my side helping me through this task.
When I was six years old, I was in a terrible car accident. While I was in the hospital, I missed out on a lot of things in school mainly reading and I had to work to catch up. So for the past eighteen years, I have struggled everyday with trying to learn how to read. For instance the word DOES It'd mix up the E and S. Even though I had that problem everyday, I would read and write different things to improve at reading and writing, and everyday I would get better, but I would still be behind the rest of my classmates. So even though I thought I was doing good, reading with the class was still hard and it showed when the test scores came back. That would always get me down in the dumps. I felt slower then the rest of the students, I felt well, just plain dumb. Even if all that maybe true, I still didn't stop reading. Over time, I read Edgar Allen Poe, my Mom would read it to me and then I would want to read some. I may not have understood every thing that was going on in the book, but my Mom would explain it to me. The reading was difficult but I still kept at it and the more I read the faster I got. Then, the words became clearer and when I read in front of the class, it was like the chip I had on my shoulder finally left. It was a great feeling because I didn't stumble, and I didn't try to mumble the words just to get by to the next one. Over coming this challenge has made me a better person today because it lets me know that I wasn't dumb. And if I work hard enough I can go through any obstacle.
Stupidity is a talent for misconception....Edger Allen Poe.
Saturday, February 2, 2008
DAMN
Happy Saturday! Mine started off blissfully. You know, a lil hanky panky ...then a little bit more. Got some hours off of the good ole' DVR, took a nap...enjoyed some of my Sweeney Todd soundtrack which is excellent might I add. Chris went to see a movie with his brother and nephew, I stayed home due to the whole swollen foot from my broken toe fiasco. Even with my net being a pain I had a nice afternoon.
Then the kids work calls. She was over half a hour late. I gave them the number she was at cause the other friend with the same name had a temporary disconnected phone. Her work called back so lack of a better idea I gave the woman her boyfriends number. When I called back, the lady said they still haven't been able to contact my daughter and the clock says she late an hour for work and it's snowing out.
So she wants to be treated as an adult and this is the second time work has called me to hunt her down.
I don't want another big argument. I am doing my best to get her through school and keep myself calm when things like this happens. I understand the whole cutting the apron strings and all but any one who knows me knows I am worried where she could be and if she is OK and I will be until I see her face.
I'm not overbearing or over protective. It's just how my head ticks. Goes along with the panic and anxiety attacks I suffer from.
Well, found her after calling her boyfriends Mom after she was missing two hours. She spent the night at her boyfriends instead of the girl she was supposed to be with and I got the explanation that some guy was causing trouble and wanted to fight so the girl's and my kid's boyfriend almost had to call my daughter's boyfriend's mom to come get them last night but didn't and somehow she passed up our house and went and stayed at her boyfriends house whom they both knew she wasn't allowed to do until we discussed it after the last blow up over sleepovers and I got all this from his Mom.
So what do we do now? I will get back to you on that...
Then the kids work calls. She was over half a hour late. I gave them the number she was at cause the other friend with the same name had a temporary disconnected phone. Her work called back so lack of a better idea I gave the woman her boyfriends number. When I called back, the lady said they still haven't been able to contact my daughter and the clock says she late an hour for work and it's snowing out.
So she wants to be treated as an adult and this is the second time work has called me to hunt her down.
I don't want another big argument. I am doing my best to get her through school and keep myself calm when things like this happens. I understand the whole cutting the apron strings and all but any one who knows me knows I am worried where she could be and if she is OK and I will be until I see her face.
I'm not overbearing or over protective. It's just how my head ticks. Goes along with the panic and anxiety attacks I suffer from.
Well, found her after calling her boyfriends Mom after she was missing two hours. She spent the night at her boyfriends instead of the girl she was supposed to be with and I got the explanation that some guy was causing trouble and wanted to fight so the girl's and my kid's boyfriend almost had to call my daughter's boyfriend's mom to come get them last night but didn't and somehow she passed up our house and went and stayed at her boyfriends house whom they both knew she wasn't allowed to do until we discussed it after the last blow up over sleepovers and I got all this from his Mom.
So what do we do now? I will get back to you on that...
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