Health

Been a long week. I had the Doc appointment, he scheduled labs which I did before I left. The girl who drew my blood did a fair job. Normally I get big bruises this time I had a small one at the entry site. I was surprised they took five tubes. Well, I got the results back...I am not pleased.

There is something wrong with my liver and it was starting to raise in enzymes in September he said. They are up to eight whatever that means and we have to watch it...OK? Might be the meds for pain...

I've been shot up 3 more cc's in my shot at night....

What is freaking me out is the anemia. I already take two forms of iron supplements, one is prescribed for anemia and now I need to get two scopes to check for internal bleeding...those who know me close knows there is bleeding...I need not go into it.

Just keep me in your thoughts and prayers...please.

Happy Fucking Thursday.

I reawaken with my big blue boots on at 10am. I've been wearing them since Chris put them on at 6:15 this morning. I'm supposed to wear them at the most 40 minutes. Routine has it the kid takes them off of me before school. Well, she isn't home...
My morning pills are late...An olive green/blue capsule for depression, oblong white for diabetes, two baby blue ovals promise to fight joint pain, light pink circles says it brings down my blood pressure, red circle solves anemia, sky blue round one boosts more blood pressure defense, the ugly teardrop shaped brown one does this as well, another oblong...peach in color gives me vitamins I lack, I prefer the pretty tiny one that's hot pink and battles my inactive thyroid...well what is left of it after the surgery, then we come to the cursed pill I call my piss pill...no description necessary except who'd think a little round white pill would pack such a punch, another little white oblong pair has wiggled their way into the group steroids for my lungs...aggression...YAY!...but they help with the lungs so they strengthen and open so my hacking and coughing actually become productive in the dispelling of nasty ass phlegm. Normally the morning stops there...then there is this morning where a tiny white round pal makes a grand entrance. Xanax makes it all more bearable, cuts the edge back, whatever you may want to call it. Can't forget the nose spray for my lovely allergies. Today he will be the last of the morning crew cause Mister big oblong white horse pill called Darvocet isn't needed enough...yet. I deal with the pain as much as I can...
ACK, tummy hurts, i forgot to eat...got some pretzels here...been around since Christmas...love how they never go bad...
As I gobble i think of what time to take my noon pills because my schedule is thrown amuck.
So I am late meaning that the noon pills along with all my routines are pushed back. By the time morning pills knock me for a loop it will be past noon pill time, I have counseling today....ACK! I hate being out of control.
Noon pills...diabetes, steroids, piss pill.
Evening...two more anti joint pain blues and a steroid.
Bedtime...steroids and a little yellow allergy pill Chris and I have donned the name chicklet too. Looks just like one...just smaller, inhale more nose spray for those allergies, inhale spiriva for your lungs, take your insulin shot!
Through the day sprinkle in pain pills or anti anxiety pills as needed...along with fast acting inhalers...you gotta breath you know...
Don't forget to check the filter on your oxygen pump, unkink the hose...don't trip yourself or others.
Use the compressor on your legs twice a day, as well as acapella for your lungs and physical therapy on your shoulder two to three times a day.
Rest your legs, your on bed rest but get up and walk around to move the blood around.
DON'T ITCH!
You forgot the creme for your hands and other patches...it hurts when they split open.
Breath...regulate your breathing.
Shrink today...I am wore out already.
Keep up with the kid, do my personal chores, my hobbies, spend time alone and with the ones I love...
Wrestle with my demons, anxiety...
Smile...laugh...tackle the DVR.
I am cold, tired and gonna lay down.
Sorry Sis, I will get the phone next time i get up and call you back...my head hurts and I can't reach the phone.

Lazy...

La'Sigh.
Just sitting here watching a show about commercials....wait...I have a DVR so I don't have to watch commercials. I hate commercials...well....most of them.
Spent the day just being lazy because I hardly slept last night. I'm getting tummy problems toppled with congestion. Yuck.
On the health side of me, my knees are feeling better then last week. My shoulder is a pain in the ass and as I said before, my tummy is bothering me and my sinuses and chest as well. I just went to the Doc for that and I go again tomorrow. Perhaps I need new antibiotics.
I've watched movies all day. The Replacements, Drum Line, I forget the rest. As I did this I worked on one of Easter Bonnie's paws off. I don't know what the hell is all over her but it looks like candle wax and Chris suggested to use barbasol shaving cream on it. Well, it works like a charm. Until we get my shoulder in shape, it looks like I can only clean a little of her up at a time because of all the reposition. When I sew her up, she will look all pretty again and I'm keeping her in my room with my Mister Teddy and Bu Bunny. She belongs to Lucky but something tells me she has out grown her. Easter was there when we were in the crash that almost took Lucky's life so I can't stand for Easter Bonnie to be unkempt.
Men in Black is coming on and I like the film so I'm outty!

Take Care..

So...Sis said SHE had Snow???? THIS IS SNOW!

Speak for those who have no voice

Random...

Name 3 Jobs You've Had
1. Momma
2. Telemarketer
3. Animal Activist

10 Things You Might Not Know About Me
1. I dig giant robots

2. I have 2 fur real friends monkeys
3. I don't kill spiders

4. I have a BATMAN cape blanket
5. I have spiked heels on my bookcase

6. I sleep with Mister Teddy and Bu Bunny every night
7. I like Army Movies

8. I have Ashtin Kutcher on my wall

9. I never got to live my dream

10. I make monkey noises all day randomly

I hate...
1. Abusers of Animals or Children

2. Guilt Trips

3. Liers

4. Mean people

5. My Step Father

6. Fair Weather Friends

7. Change

I love...
1. The people I hold close to me
2. Playing Webkinz

3. Role playing on Gaia
4. My Digital Cam

5. Talking to my Sis
6. Wrestling and PPV's with Chris

7. ANIMALS

8.My Ratties

Think Before You Speak

Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak -
the last one is great!
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could
immediately take the words back...
or that you could crawl into a hole?
Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....


FIRST TESTIMONY:
I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow
and asked loudly,
'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?'
I turned around and walked back out and never went back
My husband didn't say a word..
he knew better.


SECOND TESTIMONY:
I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.
I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using.
After browsing for several minutes,
I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at
the store.
He asked if he could help me.
Without thinking, I looked at him and said, 'I think I like playing
with mens balls'

THIRD TESTIMONY:
My sister and I were at the mall and
passed by a store that sold a
variety of candy and nuts.
As we were looking at the display case,
the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help.
I replied, 'No, I'm just looking at your nuts.'
My sister started to laugh hysterically.
The boy grinned, and I turned beet-red and walked away.
To this day,
my sister has never let me forget.


FOURTH TESTIMONY :
While in line at the bank one afternoon,
my toddler decided to release
some pent-up energy and ran amok.
I was finally able to grab hold of
her after receiving looks of disgust
and annoyance from other patrons.
I told her that if she did not start behaving
'right now' she would be punished.
To my horror, she looked me in the eye and said in a voice just as
threatening,
'If you don't let me go right now,
I will tell Grandma that I saw you
kissing Daddy's pee-pee last night!'
The silence was deafening after this enlightening exchange.
Even the tellers stopped what they were doing.
I mustered up the last of my dignity and
walked out of the bank with my daughter in tow.
The last thing I heard when the door closed behind me, were screams
of laughter.


FIFTH TESTIMONY:
Have you ever asked your child a question too many times?
My three-year-old son had a lot of problems with potty training and I
was on him constantly..
One day we stopped at Taco Bell for a quick lunch, in between errands
It was very busy, with a full dining room.
While enjoying my taco,
I smelled something funny,
so of course I checked
my seven-month-old daughter, she was clean.
The realized that Danny
had not asked to go potty in a while.
I asked him if he needed to go,
and he said 'No'.
I kept thinking
'Oh Lord, that child has had an accident, and I don't have any
clothes with me.'
Then I said,
'Danny, are you SURE you didn't have an accident?'
'No,' he replied.
I just KNEW that he must have had an accident, because the smell was
getting worse.
Soooooo, I asked one more time, 'Danny did you have an accident ?
This time he jumped up, yanked down his pants,
bent over, spread his cheeks
and yelled
'SEE MOM, IT'S JUST FARTS!!'
While 30 people nearly choked to death on their tacos laughing,
he calmly pulled up his pants and sat down.
An old couple made me feel better,
thanking me for the best laugh they'd ever had!


LAST BUT NOT LEAST TESTIMONY:
This had most of the state of Michigan laughing for 2 days
and a very embarrassed female news anchor who will,
in the future, likely think before she speaks.
What happens when you predict snow but don't get any!
We had a female news anchor that,
the day after it was supposed to have snowed and didn't,
turned to the weatherman and asked:
'So Bob, where's that 8 inches you promised me last night?'
Not only did HE have to leave the set,
but half the crew did too they were laughing so hard!

Error 404 LOL

I had a journal entry written out on my note pad explaining everything there was to explain about why I'm not rping as much as I used to and why my body is in pain and how I'm on 22 different meds but an error with explorer deleted it.

Grr.

I'm in alot of pain with my shoulder again and my knees are killing me and I've gone from vicadin to darvacet.

When I'm not in pain I'm pretty messed up from the meds.

I'm still on oxygen fulltime and i do physical therapy in bed for my knees and in my chair for my shoulder.

I've been using my compression hose and pump for my legs every day and I am now ulcer free in my legs! That is a blessing!

I'm seeing a shrink every week and he is doing me alot of good too. I'm still on anti depressants and anti anxiety pills and I might always be. The point is he is really helping me throuigh the past.

Here lately the whole house has been down sick. Lucky and I were put on meds for sinucitus. She had something for a chest cold added. Mine went to the lungs as always.

I collect webkenz! I love them!

Um, I don't care how this comes out as in spelling and puncuation because I'm medicated.

Thank you Chris, Liz, Lucky Pierce,Sis,Shrimp, and whoever I forgot for helping me in all the ways you do.

Love you
Angel